Week 6 – Temptation and Committment

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Lots of things have been happening here lately.  And I haven’t had time to put any coherent thoughts together on them.  So in pictures, here is what has been happening:

 

 I attempted to fix something for the very first time.  This is a very special cushion.  I bought it back when Loos was 2 and getting his first bed, complete with Bob the Builder bedlinen.  It quickly became one of his essential items and has since been taken everywhere he has slept, including camping in the middle of nowhere.  However, the material is getting thin and so Bob developed a large hole in his face.  After many tears, I offered to try to hide the hole with the lent sewing machine…..a bit of a challenge for me!  So after many attempts, including forgetting to lower the foot, getting the thread from the bobbin tangled up and going in the wrong direction, I managed to cobble it together and hide the hole.  Loos is happy, but it does mean we are now on the hunt for a new cushion – and it has to feel the same, but doesn’t necessarily have to have Bob.  I am thinking of finding a cushion cover of a similar size and stuffing it with the disgusting old stuffing from the current cushion – it will feel the same and smell the same, but just look different.

We have also had bookweek.

I sent a socceroo and dracula off to school.  I absolutely detest bookweek and any day when we need to organise costumes.  The Sunday before (the dress up day was Tuesday) we started discussing costumes.  Nothing like being prepared, as I had tried desperately to blank it out and was hoping for the boys to tell me that they are too old for this dressing up nonsense.  Anyway, Loos wanted to go as Battle Boy when he was looking for the Red Baron, so I needed to create a French peasant boy farmer circa 1916.  Noos wanted to be some bloke with battle armour.  At 10am Sunday morning, there was no way I was going to manage either of those.  So we remembered that Loos had been a particularly good Vampire for his birthday last year, and I was able to convince them that there really is a book called Dracula.  As we had lots of soccer outfits I tried to convince Noos that he could be an English soccer player and that there would be at least one book somewhere in the world about them.  He insisted on being Australian so we ended up at the shops to buy a cheapish socceroo outfit and some Vampire teeth.  And the most amazing thing of all was that Loos won a prize for his costume in the k-2 group.  A minor miracle for this creatively challenged family.

We have also had a birthday here.  And I discovered that pavlovas are easy to make.

I have put off trying to make one of these for years as it all looked to hard.  But it was nothing like I expected, and I even managed to make 2 a week apart, one as a practice and one as the real thing.  They were both consumed with much gusto and appreciation and encouragement to try again.  From this, I have learnt that I need to challenge myself more often, and to try to make the things that look hard to do.  Still not going to attempt a sponge though!

And here is the birthday boy, with a new haircut.

This is much anticipated as we have now ditched the Justin Bieber look alike hair and moved to something much cooler, when he bothers to do it. 

Not much else to report on here.  I need to get crafting again, my friendship quilt needs the last block traced and stitched and then I can find out how to put the whole thing together.  I have also managed to cut up some more blocks for the practice quilt I am trying to make and the knitting has ground to a halt.  Round 3 of 12wbt is looming and I need to get all the craft things happening to minimise the opportunity for mindless eating!

A Fear of cooking

I enjoy cooking and I enjoy eating the results of my labour.  I have a cupboard full of cookbooks and keep buying more, always looking for that elusive book that will turn me into a great cook.

I buy a new cookbook filled with enthusiasm to try out new recipes and seem to find lots of recipes I want to try.  And then I bring the book home and it sits in my cupboard.  I pull the book out, flick through and it all seems too hard or will take too long, or have too many ingredients, or ingredients I don’t have, or it seems to be something the boys won’t eat.  And so the book goes back in the cupboard.

I have a fear – if something looks to hard I won’t even try it.  If the recipe seems complicated I get scared of it.  If I see things like egg whites (what if yolk gets into the white?), knead dough (what if it sticks to everything and makes a big mess), blind bake (what if I don’t put enough rice in?  The rice will make a huge mess and end up everywhere or burn) or sautee, reduce or any other tricky things I convince myself I won’t be capable of doing this.    I roasted my first ever chicken earlier this year – the first one worked OK and the boys enjoyed it.  The second one wasn’t so successful.  And I did not like doing it at all – handling a chicken carcasse was not appealing, nor was breaking up a hot chickem to eat.  Think I will stick to buying them!

At the end of a working day I also want to make things quick and easy.  On weekends I also want quick & easy as I generally have the “can’t be bothereds”.  I love having dinner over and done with & being able to sit down with a clean kitchen to veg in front of the tv or collapse on the floor to read the paper.  Spending hours cooking & preparing for the 3 of us all seems too hard.  Hence tonight we are having hot dogs for dinner.

But Noos has informed me he would like a pavlova for his birthday cake.  And I really don’t want to just buy a prepared base.  So this afternoon I have started making my first ever pavlova.  I am really really hoping it works.  He is having his birthday dinner next weekend, but I figure a practice run won’t hurt.  So fingers are crossed that the sticky blob I have put in the oven will somehow resemble an edible pavlova base.

He has also informed me that he needs 26 small cakes for school on Monday and that everyone brings cakes in for their birthdays!  So tomorrow afternoon I am going to have to conjure something up – I have suggested meringues or mini muffins.  So far not a terribly overenthusiastic response.  He would like me to make cupcakes, but they are yet another thing I am scared of making.  I have no idea why, but suspect creaming butter & sugar turns me off.  And icing them too.  Luckily Loo has told me that as he is not a baby he doesn’t want to take cakes to school for his birthday – going to keep him to this!

So I think I need to challenge myself to make something new once a week.  Expand the recipes the boys will eat and build my cooking confidence.  Also use some of those books.  Will report back on how I go with this.

Baking

As well as whinging about how hard life is and pretending to do some sewing, I have managed to find some time to bake.  I had bible study at my house last week – found out Monday night, did a mad crazy crisis clean and baking session on Tuesday night, finished off with a bit more cleaning and baking before people arrived on Wednesday night.

Anyway, the top picture is my first ever attempt at meringues.  And they were so easy!  I don’t know why I haven’t ever attempted them before.  They just seemed to be a bit tricky.  But they were a big hit!

The second picture is the portuguese tarts that I enjoy making.  They were great on Tuesday night when I did a taste test, but by Wednesday the pastry was a bit soggy.  The custard still tasted great though!  Also I used Aldi puff pasty, rather than Sara Lee butter puff pastry, which I have used in the past.  The Aldi pastry did the job, but was not as nice as the Sara Lee one. 

I also quickly whipped up my stand by – muffins just to make sure there was enough food.  In order to make sure that they would be eaten by someone apart from me, I made Choc choc chip.  This is the only flavour Noos eats  – so can be frozen for lunch box fodder.

I love baking and eating the results of the baking.  I would love to have more time and also be a bit more adventurous and try to make some new things.  Noos wants a pavlova for his birthday cake – I am wondering whether to go all home made on this or just buy the base.  Have to think further on this one!

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